September 2009
25 posts
Aah job interview went SO well! Blisssssssss :D Have a verrrrrry good feeling!
Have a job interview in 2 hours. I have a REALLY good feeling about it. And I’m fucking excited, it’s an awesome job!
I am numb, sedated, by my own doing. No chemicals involved,only my mind injecting poisonous thoughts into my heart, my soul. Poison that seeps into my fingers, my toes, up to my neck, my roots, my hair. My eyes, my nose, my mouth, covered in poison. Poison hurts, it burns, it removes and destroys. Poison is dangerous so I numb. I use anything, everything as distraction, to keep my mind from...
I have had an obsession with vampires since I was very very young. I remember playing vampire when I was about 5 years old. I used to drag my friend into an old dark shed we had at the back of our yard. It was dark and full of random shit piled on top of other shit. We had a black velour cloth lying in the shed which I used to wrap around my shoulders as a cape/batwings. We used to crawl under all...
I live on the top floor of our house. The attic. The attic is split into 2 parts. One part is the livable part which contains my bed, books and all other nonsense. There is a hatch in the wall that leads to the other part, the mystery part. When you open the hatch you can’t see anything, must turn on the lightbulb first. Once there is light you can see that the second part of my attic is...
Due to unwanted visitors our masked drinking fest did not go as planned. Rather pissed off to say the least. Will try again asap and report back soon.
Out to buy boooooze. Having a masked drinking fest today. With 2 people. In our flat. Yes, we are… different. And we like it. Other flatmate is out drinking cocktails, fancy smanshy. We, we buy spirits, make batman masks and sing-a-long to grungy rock until our voices are sore. I wouldn’t have it any other way. Now, let’s get this party started! Off we go!
I am soooooo tired. I know why. I go to bed way way way too late. I mostly don’t sleep before 2 but yesterday it was 4 before I closed my eyes and that’s just too fucking late. I even fucking wake up tired. No good, no good. The worst thing is that I do nothing during the day. I am a complete mess and I don’t do anything, just let my day go by with out undertaking anything...
Fucking Amazing. Seriously.
You know when you feel kinda, blegghh. And you feel a little woozy floozy in your head. It’s all a little too light. And then you realise that you actually forgot to eat. Which kind of explains it all. And then when you sit down and you get up and you get all ‘aaargh’ and it feels like brainfreeze but it’s really not. And then you kinda just wanna lie down and sleep, nom...
I need to tell you. I have applied for nanny-jobs. I think I’ll be good at that. I know actually, since I have quite some expierence. And I like it. A lot. But I just keep getting these replies to my applications that people are very interested and want to know where I live and then they tell me that unfortunately, I live too far away and would take too much time to commute. And it annoys...
Good soundtrack for today
It eez un other day
Hello, good morning I have shit to do to day so I need to get my ass out of bed and shower and do shit. Things I need to do during zee day: -Go to bank and pay first month’s rent Sometimes I accidentally press numlock and think I’ve just placed my fingers too high and it’s fucking annoying I resumeee so, -Go to bank to pay first month’s rent -Go to copy store to copy CV...
2006 me thinks!
Slaap kindeke slaap Daar buiten lauft ein schaap Ein schaap met wihituh voetjes Die drinkt seihn melluk zo zoetjes Slaap kindje slaap Daar buiten lauft een schaapjennnnn
